yep
i has a new video on youtube
i have about 4-5 vids 8D
but here's my most recent
[link]
enjoy
i worked hard on it
and i drew EVERYTHING in there
no joke
hard work
haha

just a little update
i have new meds
as in painkillers
i'm so happy
they work quicker and are much stronger
i get BAD migraines
so i get them.
but i know everyone's warning me about them
i know there bad
but migraines are NO JOKE
SERIOUS!!!
I HATE THEM!!
i've had them since i has 8!!
and i'm tired of slamming my head against the wall to cancel out the pain!!!
it's not fun!!!
i'm a very stressed person
white hairs and migraines since i was freakin 8!
well i used to take 400 mg
but i tried my dad's and their 500
so i asked my mom to buy me the same brand
my family's worried about me
cause i take a lot
mostly once a week
i know that's bad...
but i've tried a lot of different pain killers
like
advil
tylenol
aleve
excedrin
etc.
i'm back on excedrin
much stronger
i had a head ache before writing this
and after taking it
my head ache went away under 20 mins
great stuff...i sound like a drug addict T_T

so what else...
oh!
i found out my crushes name
haha
my friends went to his 6th period and asked the teacher XDDD
his names Omar
hahaha

i'm soooo into Phineas and Ferb right now
hahaha
i downloaded a bunch of episodes
and i bought the dolls with my birthday money in august XDD
love my dolls so much
hug them when i watch the eps XDDD
i wish someone would sing the evil love song with me (the doof and girl sings it)

i'm sorry
if i promised you things like
an rp
a duet
art trade
etc.
i'm so busy cause of AP
and barely have time to draw
let alone scan and upload
but i'll post two specials kk
one drawn by me
and one by lani
both colored by lani
love her <3
i wish lani would buy her new tablet
so i can buy her old tablet from her <3

well i guess that's it
oh dear... did i rant again?

I wouldn't know
I have AP history and AP english
hahahahahaha...haha...ha....

well i haven't been on very often
because AP history stole me social life
ask the class
we all know each other
and KNOW we have no social life
XDDDDD
well
the work is some what hard
i got used to it
but the first time i got the work
it was just so much
i broke down and started crying....no joke...kinda...
but Ardy (my cousin who's also taking AP classes in his school) helped me. he cheered me up and wrote a story for me. haha
i passed my first test.

i had an Art class. it was American Images. but the schoool added a policy that if you dont pass the PE Exam. you have to take it again...and it you dont pass, u get enrolled in pe.....a gain....a third year....F*CK....
everyone flunked that test...
i got 4/6
you need at least 5/6 to pass....
im too fat to pass BMI (body mass index)
and i tried my hardest to run a mile....but i failed...
i was so pissed off....
they took my art class away...
but now i have every single class with Andrea (except advisory) lol
it's cool...NO FREEDOM!!! XDDD JK JK JK JK JK JK

two of my friends transfered schools
not to be rude...but i dont really care
it didn't affect me the way i thought it would..
hah
i guess i am that heartless....
oh well...

i still draw! dont worry!
i just haven't had time to finalize anything
or color
i'm working on a special picture for Ardy.
it's his character with fire flies

well what else happened...
OH there's this guy..
in my academy...he's cute. has a brown back pack....sadly that's the only way i know him
haha
i dont even know his name
but i wish i could meet him..
but haha
i'm fat
and he's skinny
and guys in highschool who aren't 11th-12th graders are very into what they SEE
so it's just a crush
nothing more
i did have a crush on someone here on DA
but it passed.
i forced it to pass
it's totally cool
i dont have time for a relationship to screw me over
hahaha
i'm way to busy with homework

anything else?
hmm
i got many new watchers
i thank you all!
i'm working on a pic for you guys
it's a simple pic
i'll have Lani photoshop it for me once i have the time
sadly i haven't seen her for so long.
i saw her a while ago
but i haven't had any time to SPEND with her and my big brothers...
oh!
my older step sister is coming
i'm happy/blah about it
i'll get to meet her
but i have a sister in my life already
LANI!!! <33
but my dad wants to let her live with us
THATS what i dont want!!!!
it's cause shes NEVER seen my dad (that's her real dad)
but GOD!
i dont want her to live with us!
not in a bad way
just dont think we have the space
and i'd prefer her to live with my big bros

oh!
i bought the Deathnote Manga Box set
for $10 dollars!!!
i'm a bad person
i ripped off an 8 yr old cashier...
i didn't mean to!!
i told him it says $100
but the price over it said $10
so he charged me ten
oh well
it was still missing vol 1 and 5
so i bought those in Barnes and Nobles
but yes
i have over 140 mangas or so
haha
i wonder where the new ones went off too
XDDDD
OH
i'm on sketch book 7 now
and i have a mini sketch book too
i'll show pics asap
you know..when my life is...free....what ever that means...CURSE YOU AP HISTORY!! XDDD
but my teacher is cool
he's really nice and funny too
he's into history alot!
so he knows what he's talking about
and he's so cool ^_^

i was sick..
yes i caught that little sick thing
but no fever
just a little sickness
throat...eyes....coughing...headache....sneezing....
coughing out blood.....
dont worry
it's gone now
haha
...ow..
lol
i'm fine now....hahahaha XDDD

welp
i guess that's it for now
i'll give you guys a little something
go see the new pic mmmmmkay <333
love you guys!!!!!

....
oh no...did i rant and make a long journal again?
oh deary me....

well hey there! 8D
sorry i'm barely on
that includes
youtube
myspace
deviantart
yahoo messenger
etc

i've been totally busy with everything in life
birthday week ya know
well now that i'm 16
my lil brother's 9
and my cousins 11
i guess i'm not so busy any more....
until my third AP history essay comes up....T_T
i still have to the that drawing.essay project for english..
and i forgot how to do it @_@
Andrea! help me T_T
argh
i'm too lazy to read catcher in the rye......

I watched ponyo 8D
it's awesomness!!!!!! >D
if you saw it
then the ramen looked delicious <3
and the next day
my dad cooked the best ramen ever!
and it looked exactly like in the movie [he was with us ^^]

i went to castle park
i made my lil brother ride every ride with me
XD
he almost cried on the fireball [it goes upside down in a circle XD]
so cute ^^
roflmao
i won two ds lites in the flaming finger game
and got my name on the winners list twice!
now i have a blister on my finger roflmao
i love the dragon ride 8D
so fun!!! like your flying!!!!!!!!
i tried to win a guitar [a small one] and i couldn't...but i could win 2 ds lites? O_O;

i bought a phineas and ferb doll 8D
so cute!
the ferb one talks <3
i wanted a phineas talking one
but they didn't have one...
only online T_T
speacking of online stuffs...
i want Fella 8D
so cute!! >W<
i can afford it!!!
i had $150 for my birthday [im geting $120 from my aunt and uncle though]
but it's caused me trouble >T
my aunts think i'm greedy cause i didn't want to spend my BIRTHDAY MONEY on food!!!!
pisses my off!!!
well anyway
my mom borrowed 40 she'll pay me back on the 25th
i spent $40 on those dolls
i bought lani eeyore (shhh dont tell her yet ) to say sorry for not being there for Richard's birthday V_V
i miss him already!
i was being held hostage by my aunt on that day
and no one wanted to pick me up *sob*
sorry richard.....

my parents dont want to buy me those goggle headphones T_T
dad: they look stupid
mom: they are useless
me: *heart sinks* :ionotlplz:
i want them so bad!
now i dont know what i want from them.....
man....
books?....naw...
dvds?
naw.....
cosplay? tried....
*sigh*
maybe i'll go to little tokyo and buy something cool...
OH!
i want kagome's backpack for my school bag >3
so epic!!!
lol

this journal long enough?
>3...
hmmm

oh!
the rp with missB
i'm sorry i'm so late
i'm so busy V_V
i'll get on it asap!

also...
to and others...
*ahem*....where's the chatroom now? ><;
i dont know where it is!!!!!
i miss you guys *sob*

i guess that's it
i got tagged by the twinz ^^

so here's mine

- loves ramen
- draws practically everyday
- plays guitar, flute, piano.
- brings her DSi everywhere
- loves singing
- loves a certain artist
- hates people who tell other people to comment [it's rude]
- loves sunflowers

EDIT!!!!!
it's officially my birthday 8D
and 12 am on the dot
my friend wishes me a happy birthday
with a picture of a sunflower [awww he remembered =w=]
and
a korean happy birthday song
[link]
just adorable =w=
thank you so much alex!!!!
richard too ^_^
thankies 8D


i'm having hard time asking people what i want.
money is good
but when i get to choose what i want
it's nice too.
my lil bro's birthday is close to mine.
i'm August 11 [turning 16]
and he's August 16 [turning 9]
our parents asked us what we wanted for our birthdays
and i didn't know
think my lil bro said he wanted a game...and peace on earth XD
where did we wanna go?
i didn't know...
lil bro wants to go to chuck e cheeses and bring [mom side of the family] cousins
i guess what i want is to go to castle park and bring Lani and my big brothers
but....i dont know what to ask for...
well my wish is...stupid..lets say that....
never make wishes that won't come true.....but i'll do it anyway....
i really want 'it' though...well..it's an artist here...[some know >>...]
but if i had to make my wish smaller
i wish....for that artist to draw me a birthday picture
it'd be nice....id be so happy....happy beyond belief...
i guess that's what i REALLY want for my birthday ^///^;
SPREAD THE WORD
N-NO! WAIT! DONT! I WAS KIDDING! DO-NOT-TELL!!!! NO NO NO NO!!!!! >//<;

oh well i made up my mind on something
my big brother Jhomel bought me orange goggles
cause my first ones broke
so he bought me new ones >W<
yaya 8D
they look like simon's [gurren laguen]
they worry me though
but my friend said he'd buy me the faegan and co. bag >W<
i can't wait
i hope he really gets it 8D
i wonder what ardy will get me ^^
for christmas he bought me a deathnote necklace
i bought him an L dogtag ^^
i'm planning on buying him his own death note ^^
i know he wants one ^^

well i bet you noticed that my mood changed while writing this journal
it did
my big bro bought my goggles after all XD
so it's cool now >W<

so i'll just be changing my mood here
from miserable to..um...eager ^^

i've been at my cousins house for 4 days now
time to go home XD
it's almost birthday time
so i should be home with my family ^^
but i soooo wanna go to ardy's house!!!
i promised him..sorry gangsta bun bun XD
i'll draw some hentai for juu
BWHAHAH ROFLMAO!!!

i feel like drawing right now....
and singing ^^
just feel better ya know

OH!!
i'm playing
apollo justice
it's just awesome!!!! >W<
i can't believe phoenix ain't a lawyer anymore D<!! RAR!!!! i can't wait to find out what happens/happened >W<
dont spoil it for me!
i already let ardy spoil Kingdom hearts 358/2 for me!!!
lol
welp
bye bye 8D
hope this journal wasn't too long....again

OH! and i want these goggles/headphones!!!
GOD! THEY ARE EPIC!!!!!
maybe i'll ask my parents for it! XD
[link]
GOD i would love these!!! =w=
and a cosplay of course
i'd love to cosplay as Mana from yugioh
and i'd like kairi's dress in KH2
it's so pretty =w=

welp bye now 8D

catch my
12,345 [lol 12345 ^^]
kiriban
and u get free request 8D

it's at 12,343 hurry~ 8D

ALSO!!!
if possible
i'll try to get the pick photoshoped by lani ^^
well see though
but please dont make it something that's no in my power to draw
something like beast from disney...i just can't do it
i'm only good at humans and stuff
animals are a weak point for me
but i'm trying hard on dragons
and well
if you know my work
i'm best at humans
so yes
we'll come to an agreement
also!
i can't draw muscle people
i'm just at that level where everyone is skinny...sorry..i'm not skinny but i just draw that way T.T
i'd be glad to draw couples like
kabushizu, sasusaku, naruhina
i'm not good at adults though
but i'll try
if you see a crack pairing you wish to see
then i might consider
cause i love crack pairings XD
they CRACK me up lol
catch my kiriban 8D
it's coming quick >W<
and thank you to my current 108 watchers
you names will be put on a special pic just so you know 8D
i'm working on it
and i'm sorry i not uploading as much but i'm up to my knees in thing to draw and color
so please be patient with me
love you all mwuah

just in case you all dont know who to catch a kiriban
you print screen it
and put it in paint
then you put it on photobucket
and send me the direct link on this here journal 8D
the first one to send it gets the request kk ^^
love ya

PS! i dont draw yaoi or yuri or...idk wat furry is...but i dont think i can do it XD

PSS
who watched the spongebob documentary
cause iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
did
and i got to see the voice actors and it was pure heaven
no....
it was the
*sings*
BEST! DAY! EEEEEVERRRRRRRR!!
XD